Thursday, 31 January 2013

Thursday 31st January

Been physically poorly last few days with a throat/chest bug so have lost my appetite a bit (a blessing?).   That hasn't stopped me thinking about getting dressed and going out into the cold and stocking up on some chocolate or cake.   Left college bit early yesterday as felt worse as the day went on and have been popping paracetamol every 4 hours to keep the discomfort away (I don't do physical illness).  

Head is very negative and according to my head no one likes me, people avoid me and it's not good for me being alone with this sort of head so I need to ring someone and chat it through.   To be fair, I have tried to speak to someone but she was out so I need to try again.  

I wrote up my journal yesterday and have been thinking about this project.   Why am I doing it?  Am I hiding behind this because I can't create anything original other than my personal crap?   To be fair I am very knowledgeable in this area.  

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